I am just so down today.

I have learned a skill in the past years to ask myself,

"What do I need right now?"

That is the thing, this morning, after a night of dreams where I kept getting on a bus with my mother, we were off to lunch or somewhere, I awoke so listless. I had planned to ride but it was cold and rainy.

And I don't know what I need right now, this moment.

I will work through it.