I am just so down today.
I have learned a skill in the past years to ask myself,
"What do I need right now?"
That is the thing, this morning, after a night of dreams where I kept getting on a bus with my mother, we were off to lunch or somewhere, I awoke so listless. I had planned to ride but it was cold and rainy.
And I don't know what I need right now, this moment.
I will work through it.